happy bdae jx!

happy 19th my dear jx! u still have like 40 min more to enjoy! but 19 is a gd and young and happy yr so u still have the whole one yr to enjoy ur 19yrsold-hood. dun worry i helped u celebrate without u as promised so i had fun today hope u too had fun! and see u soon to celebrate again with u. i havent realli been talking to u for like 1 million gazillion yrs. but anywae enjoy ur big day girl! may u live with no worries frm now onwards and find ur prince charming since u alr found the ur bestest and nicest and most wanted friend in this person call siewping lol! :D
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and i found the cutest thing on earth!

da-ta~~~!!

so in love with him!

thoughtss

I guess ppl do drift apart and it's quite not very possible to go be back like what we used to be. But it's ok as long as we still hae each other in mind and still care for each other.



still gd friends..
and will be for many more yrs:)

1st hip hop lesson:)

oh! Hip hop dance is not a dance where u mainly just make

ur hips hop!
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And i so miss my bro! feel like i haven talk to him for agess.

:(

When u want to become a good daughter u become a bad girlfriend and when you want to become a gd girlfriend u become a bad friend. Please let me split into many many many many many so i can be available for all of them. why is everything so difficult. eevything u do seems wrong somehow.

and why do i have to worry abt all my parents' prob when it's not even my own prob. disgustinggg! i thought i wont be affected by wadever they wan to do anymore even if they divorce but then i am actually some how to some extend. lousy.

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why do i find myself worrying abt money when it's not even my job to:(

twenty!

i feel so 20 becos im finally 20:D kind of old but not very old i still can stay young a few more yrs until i decide to grow up! haha anywae there are a few who wished me happy 19th birthday. haha shows that they alr forget my oldiness over the yrs. so im still as young as ever!

ermm i think it's still a gd birthday after all at least i know there are ppl that care:) and got the random ppl v sweet of u all. thanks to all who make my 20th birthday so wonderful and happy:D even mummy is exceptionally nicee.

I didnt take neos with allen! must make up for it some other days. and i really wan my clinique pdt super much. pls make money fall down for me. reb u share urs with me haiz. glad that im starting work soon.

and jap's lesson is tml. which means i hav to finish hw quickly:(( dun feel like. why dun i hav priviledges for birthday?

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arhhh! im turning 20 lol. super fast. 2 decades of my life is gonee. and i kind of think i wasted much of it. so much to think abt.

anyway not here to talk abt my birhtday. lol here to talk abt mum i think she's near menopause. lol we jus quarrelled with her over this tv show cos we shared different views. haha actually we didnt quarrel with her. it's like we were saying all our different views then suddenly she explode. then she goes abt saying all the things like do our own housework, earn our own pocket money that kind of things. haha i think she's very angry now but it's quite funny. nvm used to it she has been like that alot recently. always end up angry over trivial trivial things.

and im turning exactly 20 at 8.01pm tml. haha dun wish me happy birthday before
that. i still wan to enjoy my last moment of 19 yrs old.




and picture for decoration: ALLEN!
haha he says i cannot post his pic but i dun care.