im a big gurl:)

2011-01-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey <3.

How can i let u understand that i jus need a little more attention, a little more care, a little more patience, a little more assurance and a little more reminder that you love me:(

2010-12-03T14:52:00.003+08:00

source: weheartit.com

2010-12-03T14:03:00.003+08:00

I feel like an outcast from your life:(

and it's worse when u dun even care:(

2010-10-16T01:07:00.002+08:00

never ending project discussions:(

2010-10-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

start doing work!

2010-09-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

I know u're so into me again by the way u look at me <3

2010-09-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

I want to smile like this again:)

2010-01-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

i havent hate money this much b4:(

lousieee

2009-10-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today is LOUSY day!
but im glad it will be over so very soon!

help:(

2009-10-04T14:03:00.003+08:00

PHYSICS IS DISGUSTING!!
There's no way i will finish it b4 test starts..

Havent been blogging in a while. Anywae im so totally in love w westlife again thx to kl for reminding me of their existence. now im taking out all the old CDs and playing them over and over again. haha used to so love them that my room kind of have their faces everywhere. An used to hope m future bf will sing all their songs for me everyday. haha so far that didnt come true.

Ytd was ky's bro's 21st. not v related to me but she invited me so i went:D And i helped make these little bees she hanged in the function rm haha not v significant but i love those bees. and i enjoy making them kind of like an art and craft lesson. havent been enjoying anything of such for a v long time:D kl says i shld go find some jobs related to these kinds haha i think so too. and she has this super big extended family w lots of kids. and the all looked realli happy. inspired me that i shld go start some family bonding session soon. lol. i love her family. nice ppl! think enough shall keep this short. back to physics:(

2009-09-20T13:52:00.002+08:00

Life feels so meaningless nowadays:(

so many things to do but duno wad to do and where to start. so many things goin on. feel so alonee:(:(:(

new blogshop!

2009-08-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

There's sth wrong with blogspot.

anyway this is my blogshop link: http://livetoshop09.wordpress.com
pls visit! and support! ty:D

and 1st wk of sch is a total disaster i think i need to revise how to wake up early:(

long lost little playmatess

2009-08-07T01:57:00.002+08:00

I suddenly have urge to find all my childcare frens lol. teach me howw!

:(((

2009-08-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE PPL WHO ONLY HAVE THEIR SELF INTEREST IN MINDD!!

but then i read a mail which says don't hold a grudge today so that u'll nv regret tml. i duno wad to feel now i wan to not hold one but it's super very difficultt.

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2009-07-25T04:16:00.001+08:00

How long is 10 yrs exactly??

S'pore my homeland:)

2009-07-14T02:20:00.004+08:00

Im finally back in singapore after so many long and torturous daysss and i think i only have 1 thing to say:

I truly seriously gladly LOVE SINGAPORE GREATLYY!!!

:)

2009-06-28T23:42:00.009+08:00

Hmm last min of the day. i guess i shld dedicate this post to Mr
'ALIEN-EN-OO-YOOO'. Haha that's wad he wans to call himself since that's how he save his name in my phone. Happy birthday
to you! Hope you had a great day mugging! and come out to
celebrate your birthday with me real soon! Study hard and do
well for your paper tml:)
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Happy birthday to you too xiang xiang! wheesss! :)))

super brave woman!!

2009-06-08T23:37:00.002+08:00

I JUST KILLED A COCKROACH for the 1st time.

after spraying like half can of the insecticide lol.

damn scary!!

2009-06-06T02:12:00.005+08:00

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The super auntie spirit in me shall rise FULLY!!

happy bdae jx!

2009-05-28T23:14:00.007+08:00

happy 19th my dear jx! u still have like 40 min more to enjoy! but 19 is a gd and young and happy yr so u still have the whole one yr to enjoy ur 19yrsold-hood. dun worry i helped u celebrate without u as promised so i had fun today hope u too had fun! and see u soon to celebrate again with u. i havent realli been talking to u for like 1 million gazillion yrs. but anywae enjoy ur big day girl! may u live with no worries frm now onwards and find ur prince charming since u alr found the ur bestest and nicest and most wanted friend in this person call siewping lol! :D
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and i found the cutest thing on earth!

da-ta~~~!!

so in love with him!

thoughtss

2009-05-26T03:46:00.002+08:00

I guess ppl do drift apart and it's quite not very possible to go be back like what we used to be. But it's ok as long as we still hae each other in mind and still care for each other.

still gd friends..
and will be for many more yrs:)

1st hip hop lesson:)

2009-05-14T03:15:00.009+08:00

oh! Hip hop dance is not a dance where u mainly just make

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2009-05-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

When u want to become a good daughter u become a bad girlfriend and when you want to become a gd girlfriend u become a bad friend. Please let me split into many many many many many so i can be available for all of them. why is everything so difficult. eevything u do seems wrong somehow.

and why do i have to worry abt all my parents' prob when it's not even my own prob. disgustinggg! i thought i wont be affected by wadever they wan to do anymore even if they divorce but then i am actually some how to some extend. lousy.

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2009-05-06T12:09:00.001+08:00

why do i find myself worrying abt money when it's not even my job to:(

twenty!

2009-05-05T00:31:00.003+08:00

i feel so 20 becos im finally 20:D kind of old but not very old i still can stay young a few more yrs until i decide to grow up! haha anywae there are a few who wished me happy 19th birthday. haha shows that they alr forget my oldiness over the yrs. so im still as young as ever!

ermm i think it's still a gd birthday after all at least i know there are ppl that care:) and got the random ppl v sweet of u all. thanks to all who make my 20th birthday so wonderful and happy:D even mummy is exceptionally nicee.

I didnt take neos with allen! must make up for it some other days. and i really wan my clinique pdt super much. pls make money fall down for me. reb u share urs with me haiz. glad that im starting work soon.

and jap's lesson is tml. which means i hav to finish hw quickly:(( dun feel like. why dun i hav priviledges for birthday?

random

2009-05-03T14:33:00.009+08:00

arhhh! im turning 20 lol. super fast. 2 decades of my life is gonee. and i kind of think i wasted much of it. so much to think abt.

anyway not here to talk abt my birhtday. lol here to talk abt mum i think she's near menopause. lol we jus quarrelled with her over this tv show cos we shared different views. haha actually we didnt quarrel with her. it's like we were saying all our different views then suddenly she explode. then she goes abt saying all the things like do our own housework, earn our own pocket money that kind of things. haha i think she's very angry now but it's quite funny. nvm used to it she has been like that alot recently. always end up angry over trivial trivial things.

and im turning exactly 20 at 8.01pm tml. haha dun wish me happy birthday before
that. i still wan to enjoy my last moment of 19 yrs old.

and picture for decoration: ALLEN!
haha he says i cannot post his pic but i dun care.

2009-04-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

Click this link at your own risk...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zj-YPeKuaBI

2009-03-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

Sentosa is fun! haha at least it is with allen around. upload the pics some other dayss.

And im realli getting v bored from being jobless. like nth to do except go out and spend money which make me v penniless now. lol i'll need to declare bankrupt soon at this rate of spending money:///

2009-03-25T23:22:00.006+08:00

I haven send in my application:/ oh no no more timeee. and i give up on uploading the pics for tw trip, too big and takes too long v mafan. but here's one.

lol it's nice if u ignore my fat legss:((( time for many work out. oh anywae the window is real the scenery is reaall.

2009-03-25T00:03:00.005+08:00

havent been here for a while. haha i didnt hav access to a com with internet for vvvv long. lol v de-globalisedd. V tired now. havent upload my taiwan trip pic but will do it soon mayb tml. and haven apply for uni. v mafan. v lazy to also. lol slowly there's still tml and tml's tml. im in a shopping mood. need clothes for uni. ask me along if anyone needs a partner hoho.

And photo for the day: Einstein the great!

2009-02-11T17:19:00.004+08:00

from Taiwan.

i'm at some 5 star hotel in some place call ken-ting. haha they provide internet service but not for free. it's like 10 taiwan dollars which is like less than 20 cents sing money for 25 min. but it's all in chinese so i spent liek 10 min figuring out how to use-.-" lol. waiting to go out so i have nth to do now. some aunties went to ride bike but im super full from the buffet lazy go. haven buy much thing. and haven really go to much places yet haha. so no presents back means cos i have no shopping not because im not a gd fren. lalass. left with 12 min lol i shall go check my email or wad. goin to food street later. i'll be back again later mayb tonight :)

2009-01-31T15:22:00.001+08:00

my com is dead. superly dead and i doubt it will recover in the near few monthss. im goin malaysia to have fun with fire crackerss! have fun me!

2008-12-31T00:08:00.006+08:00

Im back to blog abt Hk trip. not as fun as expected:( and little shorring done:((

HK Disneyland. nth to do inside and v small but v pretty. and i didn't stay for fireworksbecos the others wan to leave:( i also didnt take pic with cinderella who is dead gorgeous:(((

Tarzan's hse.

3D show nice:)

the only character i took pic with:(

mummy feels young!

went to experience the lives of local fishermen. they were like the original ppl in Hong Kong cant believe Hong Kong starts from a fishing village sounds v much like singapore. anywae hk is v much like singapore the law the appearance everything.

life of the waterboatmen!

just a rubbsish bin:D

me and sis

i like ang moh kid. lol lucky we took this pic b4 the mummy comes to stop. and i realise this boy boy has a twin. v cute. and they hav another pair of elder sister and brother. cute cute cute cute cute!

da yu shan according what i understand from thetour guide. lol got this big buddha on top. then there's a place to bai bai. and we took big cable car ride up and down. super nice view:) i think we didn't climb to the v top. duno why cos i think that's the buddha head? haha i duno anything im jus there to post and take pic.

cable car:)

some temple at the back

mummyy!

got monkey!

near the top. anywae my daddy's jus standing on sth he's NOT tall lol.

trying to immitate

daddy is trying to look tall AGAIN

and this entry is taking forever im v super bored now. i dun like to post pic! and anywae..
1 day keft to 2009!!

2008-12-28T16:36:00.013+08:00

im back from sickiness!

yes yes my trip! the 1st 2 days were spent in macau. super boring acc my parents to casino then almost fell asleep while watching-.-'' v boring why so many ppl gambling? but the hotel v uber nice it's call "Venetians" v nice. got blue skies that look super real inside. then there's this boat ride where u can travel from morning to evening in the hotel. (not the actual time but the skies painted on the ceiling) realli v pretty. the shops also v pretty everything is pretty:D and my hotel room. big and comfortable and PRETTY! esp the toilet. shld hav taken some picss. sigh.

then nth exciting. the most enjoyable part in macau shld be the sky walk quite cool. let the pics do the talkingss:)

about to start. im not scare im jus not smiling.

see im not scareeee!

good view here:)

nice wind nice smell!

super skywalkerss!

haha our fans and their cams flashing behing us.

looking stupid.

and looking more stupid.

and then when ppl starts flying..

siewping also tries..

but she's too fat for anything to happen:(((
AND I FAILED TO FLY:((((

ok then end of macau trip. fly fly to hong kong. blog later haha too many pics too lazy to post. and and yes i wan Britney's circus!!

2008-12-04T03:25:00.003+08:00

post prom mood not in the mood to sleep i feel weird to be stuck at home. went home like right after prom actually it wasnt over yet but dad came and there wasnt any plans so i ended up at home. anywae it wasnt realli that v fun. i dunno i was expecting moree. but i enjoy looking at all the pretty girls. eevryone look so stunning. lol pretty pretty! i caught joyce falling asleep half way. no pics! lol my camera is too fat and too heavy for me to carry to prom. waitng for many ppl who promised to send in the pics to send in.

had this steamboat at geylang that cause half of my family to have v bad stomachachess. i think the food's not clean. and i cannot upload pics with my new phone i duno why. but i'll slowly figure out. haha actually i jus wan to upload this pic that show i had a corn stuck in e braces. i know im disgusting allen told me.

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cos i like to show off food particles in my mouth to ppl haha esp to him. but i like:DDD

2008-11-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Im blogging with my new phone. Lol this is so my new pet. Good girl :)

2008-11-25T22:11:00.001+08:00

koo koo moo moo boo boo baba lala yaya kika kiii kiii! oni oni wah wa. hontani obi fukukukuku. lol im in the sp's mood.

2008-11-15T00:42:00.002+08:00

kanasai! this is super screwed up. i screwed up the whole a's. lousy disgusting. im lazy as usual:( so deserve to not do well. nvm prepared for the worse the worse is retake. still lousy lousy. but again nvm there's jus one more paper to go. then i'll hav a few more months to play b4 having to worry abt anything. anywae im almost 99.9999999999999% in the hols mode. anywae this entry is lousy. actually everything is lousy. lousiness lousy i so love saying lousy. and kanasai lol kanasai kanasai. wadever.

2008-10-16T09:24:00.001+08:00

:(((((((((((((
worried worried i feel so super unprepared.

2008-10-01T11:56:00.001+08:00

33 days and so far away:(

i see myself drowning.

2008-09-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

finally 1 successful shot after super many attempts

i wonder why we don't get paid for posing

greedy jia jia

here's pretty kailin as promised:)

dun look at sp jus look at kl cos sp looks fat:/

my plan of mugging 12 hours today seems unachievable now. lol onli completed abt 1/4 of the original plan.

anywae im obssessed with learning the element song. still struggling with the 1st verse.

"there's antimony, arsenic, aluminium and selenium
and hydrogen and oxygen and nitrogen and rhenium
and nickel, neodymium, neptunim, germanium
and iron americium, ruthenium, uranium
europium, zirconium, lutecium, vanadium
and lanthanum and osmium and astatie and radium
and gold and protactinium and indium and gallium
and iodine and thorium and thulium and thallium..."

2008-09-20T10:59:00.006+08:00

1)44 more days to a's. lol kl jus reminded me. time to wake up ppl. 4 subj for 44 days barely enough.

2)prelims results sucks but there's still a's. lol i think im one of the more optimistic ppl around these days.

3) 4739274923874656 ulcers on the tongue:(

4) study session with allen lousy lol ended up watching dvd.

5) no more time to slack

6) few more days to graduation day (10/10) but i dun feel v sad. some how im always v pessimistic abt frens still keeping in contact and meeting up tgt. even now during the hols no sound from them unless i bother to ask abt them-.-" lol i finally meet frens that are much much worse in taking initiative than me.

7) allen's eye candiess aren't all that pretty lol those he dun "eye-candies" prettier:D

8) shall start intensive studying at 12 noon

9) hungry haven had anything to eat since morning:/

10) haha and i finally make it to point 10!

and jus one comment to make abt ktv session on tues..
Kailin is pretty. pretty is kailin! (pics will be posted later)

2008-09-15T13:28:00.003+08:00

was looking at the past britney's music vid. i kind of forget how much i used to love her. now britney's cravings is back and her new songs are nice too. go britney u're a strong woman:)

2008-09-11T22:47:00.005+08:00

one little..

two little..three little allen..four little..five little..
six little allen..

seven little..

eight little..nine little allen..10 little allen boy:)

good counting i'll pass math with flying coloursss tml!! :D

2008-09-10T13:14:00.006+08:00

50 days to A's.

i'll have a full collection of Ussss after prelims. Interested in trading collections come to me! haha more than happy to exchange.

and i chanced upon what my sis wrote in her friendster profile page. lol sth like "im v happy that my fren finally say i look prettier than my sis". lol i didn't know she mind so much-.-" wadever im happy that u're happy. make me wonder why girls care so much abt how they look. anywae i feel that all girls are pretty in their own way so don't have to mind what ppl say. haha abit funny.

come to think of it i kind of v dun care abt how i look these days. like even when i meet up with allen. lol like jus dun care. then he was like telling me the other day eh u v auntie leh. (lol he corrected me jus now he say it's ah ma not auntie wadever!) haha like just meet up near my hse wad so i dun care and i kind of like jus wake up then too lazy to care abt how my hair look and what im wearing. lol nvm i know u don't mind.

4 more papers to the end of prelims. singing session! looking so fwd i wan to sing sing sing!

2008-09-05T22:07:00.003+08:00

Wall-e!

E-ve!

oh and i almost forget that i watch this one too. for free:D i love free movie wheesss!

lol not like i dun study but it's good to relax and rest while doing so. jiaoyou ppl for prelims!

2008-08-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

cold war with mum:( it's not even my fault. why wont parents listen to facts told to them. they teat it as a sign of rebel.

2008-08-22T14:07:00.002+08:00

"wake up! this is not the place u thought it was. selfish is the best policy. it's the trend these days."

and i learnt.

2008-08-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

i think im quite addicted to mugging for the moment. lol. the drive finally came after so many yrss. woohoo!!

2008-08-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahahaha...

and im so goin to grow fat:(

2008-08-02T22:22:00.002+08:00

im having this super wuper extra ultra mega strong urge to SING!! lalalasss~~

2008-07-30T02:00:00.003+08:00

shld hav posted this long ago.

ermm.. i guess gd frens are those that u can talk about anything in the world and laugh comfortably or stone tgt after not meeting for ages and ages:)

hello ych im in love with u too!

2008-07-28T03:18:00.003+08:00

i sacrifice my sleep becos of u
i stay up late becos of u
i get all this backache becos of u
i pull out all my hair becos of u
and im blogging becos of u

lousy maths file:(

2008-07-26T02:09:00.004+08:00

sth's wrong with the previous layout. use this for now. the tagboard is out of place lol. i really think im throwing away my money for the concept tests. dun intend to touch last min work serve no use anywae. haha dun care jus hope they dun hav this black list thing then im fine with throwing away the money. im not rich dun be mistaken. and i accidentally deleted the links. people give me the links again so i can relink. ty:)

2008-07-23T22:15:00.005+08:00

when the brazil players arrive, everyone becomes louder, taller and longer. lol. i see tall figures ppl scream at and they seem to exhibit some charisma that's different from normal ppl somehow. i only recognise Ronaldinho and Diego inside anywae.

and i see the sweet side of u:))

2008-07-22T19:26:00.003+08:00

scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary

everything is so scary

2008-07-13T03:43:00.005+08:00

absolute boyfriend
i know im not suppose to be still up at this kind of hour watching drama but this is simply too irresistable! i cant believe it's made into drama! very nice though slightly different from the comic. i finish the whole series in 2 days. i still cry alot like when i read the comic. lol i think i cried harder than the riko (the girlfriend in the show).

v tired after crying. time to visit my bed. yawnss.

2008-07-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

super long and long and long week..

1) finally watched kung fu panda. like 1million times slower than other ppl

2) burn 8 rounds of fats but ate back 800 rounds

3) got back a best-not-to-be-seen-by-parents progress report

4) money is still an issue

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mugging officially starts tml 9.00am and im serious this time. i got my time table's up! ok sth to be happy about.

and i feel like the most generous person in the world. what the...

2008-07-07T12:25:00.014+08:00

i suddening feel like uploading this vid lol. nicest i hav seen so far:)

2008-07-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

o6o7o8:)
kailin says we have to wear sth nice for the outing so i tried on all the clothes in the closet. still like nth much. sourced from sis! da-ta!

can't find shoes to go with my ballet skirt. i decided i shall look different so i put on my nike shoes. i shall start a new trend lol. quote from yong hao "don't care about wad ppl says, u're unique in ur own way". haha that's so nice. think i didn't quote the exact words but sth of the same meaning.

anywae im suppose to blog abt the outing. got a so expected call from viv cos she's late too. think we were like the last to reach. i'll be on time next time hoho. outing was great and sweet and nice and fun and i cant find the exact words to describe lol limited vocabs. like germ says the night seems to be nicer with squadmates around. they are still the ppl i know and grew up with. love them so much! love all the chatting and catching up and the brave drunken ladies and jeff's joke and jus everything that night. im happy!

and this is anna's tiny waist. one waist pic per outing.
dun hav much pic to add shall upload again next time. looking so not fwd to sch. looking so fwd to the next outing:) anywae thank xj for organising this one.

2008-07-05T15:18:00.001+08:00

this is finally up up! lol im too bored with the long weekends. my books ask me not to touch them jus yet so im here.