Weekends

The dilemma when you want to go out because you don't want to miss out on all the happenings in life but at the same time wants to stay home and do nothing after a long week of working.

Too short for everything.

Haiz.

Time to move on.

Hasn't been a good one right from the start.
When things are giving you too much unhappiness then maybe it's really time to move on.
And when you are unhappy, everything around you seems to be against you.
Lady luck becomes your nemesis.
So her BFF rotten luck took her place.

On the bright side, it helps to make decision making easier. TIME TO MOVE ON!

But still really thankful for good friends, good food, good drinks, good health, good nights, good air (not really with the PSI level escalating). Reminds me I have a friend's father who will always update the daily PSI level over their family whatsapp group. Like some weather forecast man. Mad hilarious. But he's just genuinely concerned about the family's health. Loving father is loving regardless of the way he shows his love for the family.

Shall do a post on my Gold Coast Trip soon. Beach. Sun. Babes. Hunks. Seagulls. Kangaroos. Koalas. Good friend. Because writing about happy stuff should make me happy.

Eldest sibling's ego

I have a kid sister and a kid brother. We get along and I love them most of the time. Most. I can tolerate most things but not when they raise their voice at me! That's my trigger point. I snap when they do that. 

Today is one of such day. My sis have to scream at me cos I wore her shirt?! Damn selfish and damn rude. So calculative then I should start labelling everything that I bought for the house? Wtf. Super pissed just now. 

Call me old fashioned. But I really feel that they should respect me as an elder sibling. In the midst of our exchange of screams, the sister told me so what if you are older? Don't make you anymore senior. Seriously I have 3 more years of rice in my tummy than you bitch. And I could have stomp you out of my sight when you were a baby! Show me some respect. 

Is it just me? Or do all the eldest sibling feel the same way? The eldest sibling ego. 

The hardest thing to do everyday

I like everything about the early morning. The peacefulness. The slow pace of things. The fresh air. The magnificent sun rise and then the warm sun rays. The early birds. The breakfast. The morning train of thoughts. And I seriously meant everything! 

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Just can't seem to wake up to appreciate everything good about the morning:(

I guess I love my bed more.